My wonderful husband was the love of my life. I miss him more than most people know. He has now been gone more than five years, and watching our two boys grow up without their father hurts more than anything. But as time goes on , I just try and do the job for the both of us. As they are both in high school this fall, and teenagers, there are days I cry with anger and days I cry with excitement. Watching them grow and go through life as time goes faster and faster is scary. But with God and Owen by our sides, We could not ask for more.